Anthony Ceballos

A poem in response to witnessing a rehearsal of Weave

Unsettling

you        are my sister,

you        are my brother,

you        are my mother,

you        my father begging to be a father,

you        are my breaking bones,

my need              to drown in the womb,

be reborn           as an already dead rose,

through dirt      on an earth not on fire,

this land               this Native apocalypse, this

your flesh ungendered                 your body            unsexed,

my hair around your hair, our eyes sewn shut,

as we swim through tar, through molten rock,

through a split in our skin,         a split through

time       through air, through fog, and you

you who are my sister,

you who are my brother, my mother,

my father begging to be my father,

              shoot thorns from your tongue,

              watch their bibles go up in flames,

their english reduced to an ash

our relations will blow away

              with a single breath.

              We will not be silent, we

              were never meant to be silenced,

                                               they cut out our tongues,

              told us that’s the way it is

              and gouged out our eyes,

but we will not remain blind

as we claw our way back home,

in the dark, us descendants, us enrolled,

us twenty-three-point five percent,

us sixty-seven percent, full blood, half blood,

reservation, inner-city, high schooled, college schooled,

no schooled, boarding schooled, with our fathers, without

our fathers, our mothers in hospital beds, our mothers

in nursing homes, our mothers in agony, we

will weave our stories together                 and end

this end-time colonial settler nightmare

they call America.

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Anthony Ceballos

Anthony Ceballos received his BFA in Creative Writing from Hamline University in St. Paul, Minnesota. In 2014 he won Hamline’s George Henry Bridgeman Poetry Award. In 2016 he was selected to be a Loft Literary Center Mentor Series mentee. His poetry has been featured in Yellow Medicine Review, Midway Journal, Sleet, Writers Resist and upcoming from Great River Review.He lives, breathes and writes in Minneapolis, Minnesota. He can be found penning staff recommendations at Birchbark Books and Native Arts.

Photo by Sasha Suarez